ielts is over

well ielts is over. good thing it's been done now and not later or else i can go bald stressing not only for the ielts but the SACE! still happy that ielts is over and i hope to get at least band 7. at least! i know to what extend i'm capable of doing especially in my english and i don't see myself holding the ielts result with band 8 and above. and last but not least, i hope that i don't need to repeat it again. i don't think i can handle it again and again and again and again. btw did u guys watch the music video Telephone by gaga?

feels like being drag on the road

omg, it's been a month. starting from the mid sem holiday till today, it was like crazy. works assignments, tests, what else u name it! non stop! it feels like a drag..... i can't really put it to words how i feel for this past few weeks. all i can say is i'm pretty exhausted! damn. it feels likethis...

it's like u stuck in a room without air to breath in. i wanna out!!!!!! still to think of it, why right? it was my choice anyway. since the KACA program everything that i'm trying to argue will surely involve the term "my choice".... so irritating la... i didn't know that it was going to be this hectic?! it's like u're running here and there sipping coffee and at the same time reading a book. but actually that can be done la. still my point is, it's really tough to do so many thing all at once. not only that, ielts is coming soon ok. it's friggin ielts ok! speaking man!!!! why is my tongue so bebelit2 when i wanted to pronounce some words and why is it hard for me to think on what should i say on the spot. it's supposed to be like when u're taking to ure mate. haaaaa these dilemmas are killing me. by hook or by crook i hv to give my 200% hard work and commitment to excel and get the certificate with high enough TER to get me a place in NZ later.

wish me luck guys. i need to bare with this hectic life for another 7 months. 7 MONTHS?!?!?!?!!?

anyhow. do enjoy each and every second of your life. every moment counts <3

EDUCAMP!

educamp. my worst nightmare. at first i was so excited to be selected as one candidate to be interview for petronas scholarship... but to think about staying at that place.. hahahahah gne ooo! 

well the first day was fun actually. really. they ( the interviewers ) didn't believe me when i said the activities conducted the other day were fun. wtv.

so coming to the main part.. the interview! why is it always when it comes to interviewing i always got no.1?!?!

nervous gila. we were given a topic about crime wave among teenagers. 30 minutes were given to write anything that we want to say in front the panel. so i thought this is easy. so i wrote about one and quarter page about it...............

later when we were called into the ROOM, it became more nerve wrecking! 

interviewers: come in.

me: assalamualaikum!

 interviewers: walaikumsalam... :)

please sit.

then cta2 la psl benda tok... it'll be conducted about 15 minutes and yadiyadiyada....

interviewers: so tell us about ureself ali, best achievement in curricular activities, parents and so on....

me: my name is mohd ali. i'm 17. i studied at kolej abdillah. and my parents...... itu dan ini segala2 la....

later they asked,

interviewers:so what course was offered to u? do u like it?

how can i be so dumb? i answered...

me: they offered me geology. well actually, i hv more interest in architecture..

and they were shocked! and questioned me more & more..... anye!

interviewers: then why are u here... geology and archi are two very different things... no connection at all... are u sure? which one u hv more interest?

again me being an idiotic ass, 

me: i think architecture.....

interviewers: then why are u here? 

me: well i'm after the scholarship. 

(daaa?!)~  hahahah i didnt really said that out loud. gila nak!

interviewers: this isn't going to be a fully sponsor u know? u hv to .... ( x ingat )

i'm sure ure dad can afford to send u right... there only 2 of u.. u and ure brother... 

me: (yea right?!...) my dad already retired.

~maybe nya salah denga pa i pdh dad i kerja add progress chaser clerk in ENGINERING department at MAS.  

and then they repeated the question... which one do u prefer... they are vary different... u hv to choose wisely.. this is ure future ure deciding... 

i told them i prefer archi.. hahahahahahahha

then tutup kes.

another part of the interview. opinion upon the study case given "crime wave"

since i was so nervous in the first part i dah mati akal bah.. what i've wrote earlier nang x pat pake. x tauk dah apa nak di pdh.. nang x tentu klaka... and there's one time i forgot to breath! muahahaha... 

then after me and the other candidates got interviewed... all of us were called to enter again and discuss about the study case by ourselves... no voting is allowed.... we need to agree with one suggestion only in order to solve the problem "crime wave"... and time ya dah x tauk pa nak pdh.. since the first part ya i didn't know how to elaborate about my study case and the recomendation that i had to agree or disagree with....  ssince the interviewers questioned me a lot with my suggestion, last discussion i pdh jak.. my recommendation is not efficient at all... since benda2 seadanya serupa benda ya wihch actually is YOUTH CENTRE x berkesan. end of story.. so i agree ngan apa2 jak la... heheheheeh

oh ya lupak.... in the first session, i told them that teens are terpengaruh dgn tabiat ibu bapa di rumah.. so they usually polah apa yg parents polah... they asked me... is that true? do u mean every kids do what their parents do? i told them there are certain. lalu begossip. hahahahaha

example. blakang rumah i ada case mcm ya. then she asked. Where? around petra jaya. 

tkt la tetiba nya nyerang rumah ya mdh aku repot psl cdak. i'm so dead!. 

later, they told me to think carefully la... that's all... so i guess i x la mengharapkan petronas. mun dpt, alhamdulillah, if not. what can i do? just pray for a better thing... hopefully JPA choose me as their scholar amin amin yarabbalalamin.

note: jgn menjerat diri sendiri ok. :)

overall educamp was fun. gat to meet lots new friends. everyone was so kind and nice. gudluck to everyone. until we meet again in the future! 

dilemma

this or that, what to wear? blue? white? pink? hahahah... 

i'm off for the educamp for two days. be back with more jitz!

haaa.... jpa calls for interview

wow... dated when aa... don't remember.. first week of april la. got a splendid news from jpa.. and got called for interview. for a while i felt the excitement. like whhhhooopppiiieeeeee~

hahahahaha.. 

didn't realize that the interview was within a week, so i bak kata org swk beliang la sa nyawa tek.

hahahaha... didn't know what will be asked.. and got nothing to do... i'm thinking.. let's do a quick shopping... got a pair of shoes, pants and a new hairdo. i missed my hair. 

it's been like a week. the whole week thinking about the interview... ahh i'm so scared... scared that i will not be selected to get the scholarship... tawakal jak la...

uish.... nak tido pikir jpa, bgn tdo jpa, nak makan jpa, nak mandik jpa, nak mian pet society ingat jpa..... nang apa la... 

and then the day come.. yah i remember now. 3rd April. still didn't know what shud be prepared. i woke up and mandik pa semua kemas2 minum then drove off to pns. 

sesudah sampai yah... dupdapdupdapdupdap i registered and then immediately was called. i held the no1 card. hahahaha even worse! hahah nightmare 

but the interview must go on... so let it be... and yet didn't know what to do. i 2 groups of five we sat quietly in a room trying to curi2 dengar perbualan interviewers and the candidates. hahaha tp x da oleh. the other candidates were friendly. there were andrew, chinese boy from somewhere. afiq from sms, fadilatulaisyah a former kolejian, brendon from lodge.

we borak2 do nothing.. and i saw everyone prepared a page of introduction. yet i didn't do anything. nak apa la aku tok..... cepat2 ngingat.. papa la diingat. 

so then after 45 minutes waiting in the room, we were called to enter the room... hahahaha tangan basah koatan nervous. masok! aisemen.. "asalamuaikum, may we come in?" then we sat down and smile to each other. 

nerve-wrecking.

sesi cakap bercakap start la...

"ok" the lady said, "how are you today? are you dressed comfortably?" well everyone just nod.. so she told us to tell them about ourselves.. luckily she asked the candidate no.5.

wouhhh... so in that time i'm writing everything in my head..... remembering what i shud tell them.. btw, there were 3 panels. 

then when it was my turn i cakap la. but x semua tekeluar. begegar tkt...

but after a while ok la.. they were friendly.. not vicious at all... just want to hear we speak..

and then dikemukakan soalan cepu mas. aisemen. give your opinion and do you agree that teens these days are more materialistic and are a burden to parents.... wahhh.. soalan ini bolej jak ku jwb.. teringat ngan kekawan di sekolah, rami kdk ya.. even myself pun sama. so i pdh la i'm one of the person that u've just mentioned. i know it's a burden but usually i'll think first before i buy stuff. but if i dont get it, i diam jak. ambik gmba, brochure ka, tempek ke dindin dah la. they laughed and questioned me is that true. i pdh la yes. nok bena. then, soalan bahasa melayu favret cgu maimunah. internet sekarang memudahkan org untuk memperoleh pelbagai maklumat. termasuklah yag tutututut... cadangkan satu cara untuk mengelak perka sebergini berlaku. x mok nak nyalah org lain or dirik sendirik i putus kata madah we shud make somthing new in the internet that will attract the mind of youngsters against those tutututut stuff... so that they are occupied with these interesting thing and will not any curiousity 

about tututut to appear in their mind blablabla.

that was it. simple yah.. what a relief. but now hv to wait for the result.. another bencana la.. 

let's pray and hope that everyone will get what they one and will succed in what they are and about to do. amin amin yarabbal alamin.